There's a God shaped hole in all of us.

I have it all at my finger tips, but I still act as if I have nothing at all. It's about time that some things are let go of. I think that sometimes I just don't realize just how crazy blessed I am. I have so many great things in my life, but I tend to be quite good at overlooking them at times. I am forever grateful for every single blessing big and small! Even when things fall apart, crumble or get rough it's still the best to me. So many thoughts going on up in this head of mine. I can't believe that in t-minus 4 months and 5 days I will be a married woman! It catches me off guard sometimes, but not in a negative way. :) I am really excited to marry my bestfriend and the love of my life.. I can't wait! Stuck together forever! Muahahaha :) We have been having a delightful visit here in CO. I don't ever want to go back, but I can't wait to go home either. I guess with all the negative experiences in Iowa I'm just a tad bit tired of being there.. It feels good to be back where everything feels right. I am terrified to open this new chapter in my life, but I know I will be alright with a beautiful God and a faithful, crazy loving man by my side. I am just ready to get a few things over and done with so that I can enjoy the rest. It's awesome knowing that when we leave here soon it will only be about two weeks until my Mom, Sister, Maisey and hopefully Cassidy come up to Iowa for a visit and tons of wedding stuff! I'm ridiculously tired and it's just about 3 in the morning. Gah, it is bedtime now. Goooooooodnight.