Wedding flutterflies in my tummy! :)

I don't even know how to describe the emotions I'm feeling right now, 11 days until Matthew and I's wedding!! It's so crazy, and so good. So so good. I love it all so very much; such a blissful time in my life. I have to refrain myself from playing dress up. I really cannot wait to wear my dress!!!! I can't believe I'm marrying the love of my life and my best friend. I never would have believed things would be this good or have gone like this 3 years ago when we first talked.

So this is what it's like to breathe again

First off, I really don't enjoy the 'new look' of blogger. Anyway, I hate coming down with something only enough to make you borderline useless. I much, much rather just come down with something all the way and be out of the game for a while then just still in the game but too weak and exhausted to do anything productive. Yet in spite of the way I feel I managed to do some deep cleaning. I also worked out some today in attempts to gain some energy, but it didn't do much good. I've been clinging to Emergen-C Immune plus and vitamin C to fight whatever it is. Maybe it is just exhaustion? Or maybe I really am sick, but just full on in a mild way.. it's certainly how I feel. I just need rest. Except I still plan on going to the gym tonight, haha. Ahhh, the wedding is closing in fast! I'm oh so happy and nervous, but only nervous about all the details going smoothly though and people being happy with the way the wedding turned out. Which bothers me, all because that's not what the wedding is about. It's about two people becoming one through God with God as our foundation. It's not about the decorations. Must get that through my head, who cares if people like the over all look of the wedding or not, that's not what I'm doing it for. I haven't blogged in forever and maybe because I haven't had any time for it whatsoever. I've been a heck of a busy bee! But now I'm so much less stressed, but still trying to adjust to not going to work in itself is kind of stressful. I love that we have internet now! SO helpful, so very nice. I think a walk tonight would fare me well with some fresh air. Well, that's all I have for now.