Random spilling of something!

Well, I'm super duper excited. Tonight I found out that Matthew for sure gets to come down here to Colorado in May! I am a bit overwhelmed thinking about all I want to do, which is a bit difficult not having money to do all these things. But I have to remember the important thing is that we get to spend time together, that tops all the other 'fun' things on my to do list. I am thrilled about this whole thing, especially him getting to meet my mom and sister along with all my friends too! :) Too bad a certain friend of mine won't come around and chooses to ignore me and do the opposite of what God wants her to do, love! Can't believe that was her way of 'ending' our friendship, by deleting me off of facebook and ignoring me, pretty childish and I'm sure she knows it is. It's always kind of sad when someone acts so crazy, rude, and hypocritical and ends a friendship and doesn't even have what it takes to tell you personally that they rather not be your friend. Owell, her loss not mine. But let's see, oooh graduation is creeping ever so much closer, I am so excited! like wow! I like the fact that all my work has to be turned in by the time Matthew gets here, just MORE time to spend with him!! Life is just going great, not to say that there aren't trials and hard things to deal with, actually I'm facing the hardest trials ever, but life is still going the best right now. ALL THANKS TO GOD! :) Oh how I adore Him, my Lord. If we win we praise Him, if we lose we praise Him! I see God doing a lot of crazy awesome things in my near and far future!

Delight yourself in the LORD and he will give you the desires of your heart. -Psalm 37:4

The meaning here is, that we should seek our happiness in God - in His being, His perfections, His friendship, His love.

And He shall give thee the desires of thine heart - literally, the "askings," or the "requests" of thy heart. What you really "desire" will be granted to you. That is,

(a) the fact that you seek your happiness in Him will regulate your desires, so that you will be "disposed" to ask only those things which it will be proper for Him to grant; and

(b) the fact that you do find your happiness in Him will be a reason why He will grant your desires.

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The fact that a child loves his father, and finds his happiness in doing his will, will do much to regulate his own "wishes" or "desires," and will at the same thee be a reason why the father will be disposed to comply with his requests.