If you are easily offended by blogs that are rants/and or full of venting, you may not want to read.

This situation is driving me nuts. I have a constant pounding headache and an ever lingering feeling of exhausting frustration. I feel as if I am literally going crazy. I have never seen someone act so, is there even a word to describe it? After the great chance you have been given, you act so disrespectful, rude, careless and have such a rotten, bad attitude? I hate having my stuff treated in such mistreated, sloppy, reckless, heedless way. I feel as if, how blessed are you to act in such a way and cause us two such grief and troubles. Okay, so they may have been nothing but accidents, but it's still costing him money that he doesn't need to be spending on your faults. This frustrates me like no other. It's like WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO GROW UP?? It's not your house so learn to abide by the homeowners rules or get out! How kind and gracious of him to reach out and do all this for you, so you might as well learn how to say thank you with your actions instead of constantly saying 'I could care less what you say or think, you're not right and you can't tell me anything, this is how it is and how I am, get over it. I'm going to do whatever I want.' It just seems so ungrateful and bratty to no end. How dare you bring people into someone else's home while they are away with the answer already being 'no, you can't have anyone over' ? What in your brain makes you think it's okay to do what you please? Satan? I just can't get over this.. maybe because I have to live with this.. if not daily, every other day. I'm going to lose it soon and it's only been three and a half days. God, please oh please work on my heart! I need to be shaped and molded.. I need to cool down.

I can't wait for Christmas!

Christmas is seriously the best time of the year! It's my favorite holiday, hands down. Tonight was nice. We held a dinner deal at Matt's house. :) I made dinner for everyone. I had fun. Oh the purpose of this blog is to tell you to go Google and type "let it snow." I love it. :) I can't wait for Christmas time, for the magical feeling. And even though it's not about presents at all, I'm excited to open all mine! I'm just excited for Christmas eve! :)

Go big or go home, right? :p

Not sure what's gotten into me lately. I have been terrible at wanting/lacking self-control in repaying evil for evil. That's not who I am at all. I have just been off for quite a while now. I need to really get to working on that. Oh! I'm so excited to get my actual Iowa license, this paper one is lame! Haha. I am glad to be really getting things done. I know God has some great plans for me, I just need to trust Him and obey Him and follow His word more. I don't think people realize that when they doubt me and talk about how I can't/won't be able to do this or that.. it just encourages me to do my absolute best even more so! Excuse me, but my God says that I can do ALL things through Him, and that He WILL strengthen me! I know things will all work out. Life isn't easy, never has been, never will be.. that doesn't mean it's not accomplishable. Just because someone struggles doesn't mean they won't succeed. Look at how many 'failures' all the major people who have succeeded have endured and gone through. Don't give up, never. Dream big, and do it with all your heart. Failure is not an option in my life, yes I will have 'failures' along the way, but what I mean is that ultimately failure is giving up, or not getting back up, failure isn't trial and error. That's life, that's learning, that's experience and growth. No matter what people say I'm still going to aim big and go for it. If I give all my very best and it's just not enough, then fine. But I will give my all and my very best and nothing less. :) On a side note, my arm is still sore from my shot. :( But on a awesome note, I am so happy to be getting all settled in, FINALLY. I'm now an official Iowa resident, and a lot of other awesome stuff has happened, but I will refrain from putting it on my blog.