This is how it starts, lightening strikes the heart.. it goes off like a gun, brighter than the sun.

It's funny how everything gets worse then just makes things so much better; how everything is falling into place and I couldn't be happier. It's perfectly imperfect and incredible. I am loving this feeling, this exhilarating impression. What a keen sensitivity I have to my heart and all it's experiencing now.. All things good, pure, lovely, worthy and honorable. "I've never seen it; I found this love.. I'm gonna feed it, you better believe, I'm gonna treat it better than anything I've ever had." I feel so full of hope, joy, peace, love, did I mention love? ;) God is just so good! I am in awe. I have this insanely positive upbeat view on everything right now. I love dreaming! Even when you fall and nothing seems to be going right, you just start dancing to your own song, your very own beat and somehow it's the best you've ever had, the best dance you've ever tapped along to; the perfect song! It is so powerful to make the best out of every dark night, to make a dance out of every step, take every splinter and build a bridge out of it. I wouldn't trade a single piece of my life for anything. I can't wait for summer! I can't wait to be his bride! I can't wait to just grow old together each and every day, best friends, lovers forever, forever.. I am ridiculously stoked to just embrace all my new adventures in this journey!! Bad and good! It's sad, really sad to see some people so caught up on things they should just put down and walk away from. It breaks this heart of mine. Try. Try. Try as I might I can't pull you out of this mud if you burry your hands by your side and force a smile.. When all you are is aching and busting to the last pieces inside. I never stop praying for you, never stop reaching out hoping that maybe this time around you'll have had enough to fight for your life; for your bruised and broken heart and realize that it will only get better after the first step out from under your thunder. Time hurts, it heals, it's bitter-sweet but much needed. I can't wait for the day you're free.. the day you finally embrace His love. Love will never leave you alone.