Family :)

First off I'm going to get it out that school, well lets just say things are going fine. Just fine, It still can be challenging at times but I have GOD! Thats all I'm ever gonna need in life, thats the truth regardless of what you say, think, or what your opinion is :) And the whole reason I'm blogging is because I'm going to try, key word try to attempt to put this feeling of love, fun, happiness, healing, joy, hope, peace, laughter, pain, comfort, contentment, life lived to the fullness, the indescribable feeling I am over run with when I'm around and in the presence of my family! I have come to realize that I love them, I *truly* love them, no matter what their doing, where their at and going, who they love, how close to GOD they are, no matter what I love them, I find contentment to just be in their presence, they fill me with a healing, teaching joy!! And honestly no matter where any of us(me + family) are at in our lives when were together life is good, and every things okay. It does not matter what we have going on, what storms were going through, its like they are walking through it with me...(they arnt but its like they are,) I have soooo much enjoyed just loving and being LOVED by all my dearest family the past three weeks, its been TOO incredible to be with them and catch up!! Family is a friendship so close that dispite all the differences and dispite the miles separating you the instant you come together you conect on indescribable levels and its a relationship that you can see eachother once every 4 years and even if thats only for 1 day its the best day of your life, its like you have never spent time apart! and getting to 'share' past stories to stir up that joy and laughter(you know the kind that brings a warmth and fuzzy good feeling like no other, the kind that feels like it just mends and heals the heart for some reason!! :) its amazing) I can't EVEN TRY to explain how much I have treasured this time spent here with the ones I loooooove, I loved laughing until the tears of life, joy, happiness, and comfort ran down our cheeks.. I know, that they, yes they are ALWAYS here for me...not a thing in the world that will change that. :) Im so happy...