theres nothing worse then being frustrated with no solutions and no hope.

I am told not to worry, its okay try your best, do your hardest you'll be just fine. It that the truth or is that merely somthing to lift my spirits and make me feel better? One of the most frustrating things ever is having a learning disability and not even knowing how to cope with it, I just grow more and more frustrated and irritated that I have such problems understanding. I can't even really go to my parents about my troubles because of the lack of paitence, they quickly grow tired of trying to help me when nothing seems to work. I am pretty overwhelmed right now, Im not even sure of and aware of all the learning disfunctions I have. Im only aware of very little. Its devastating when the simplest tasks are huge mountains to you, and neither does it help when everyone is looking at you like your stupid..when you just don't know where to start climbing at...I myself don't even know where to look for help when I'm not even sure of what Im trying to get help for and I come to a place where I feel split, do I run to God and just pray or venture out into more frustration and a bigger overwhelming mess and try to solve this, or at least get by with some sorce of help? Running to God is the only option that offers peace and comfort..but will it be enough. And yes I find it horrible that I even ask If God will be enough..but the way this world is has made me feel as if MY GOD is not enough, that I must run to the 'normal' sorce. of whatever that may be...finding help...understanding whats wrong with me...I don't know. I know that its upseting when all I can do is litteraly sit here and cry...LITTERALLY feeling lost and confused with NO HOPE, ABSOLUTELY NO HOPE. I don't know what to do or where to run, besides God...and even then I'm filled with doubt of is this gonna work?? I need to stop putting my GOD in a box and deciding what and what-not He maker of me can handle. I guess I'm just going to pray until I get a break through? If you read this PLEASE please I ask and beg..pray for me...you can decide what to pray for or about involving all this..cause I am left unable to pray anything except me crying out for Gods help! hmmm, yeah I had to get this out.