Rare common occurrence surrounds me once more; the rebirth the reawakening!

I'm standing there, that open road, bound in severity, torment and anguish. Oppressed once more, but You provide solace and reconciliation.. a remedy of offering, to restore a broken soul. A place so familiar, so sound. The dark shadowed dirt below, the billowing storm clouds up above. The fields surround me, on and on they go, the stories; the ages they know go for miles. The scent in the air of everything left unspoken, the wind thrusting about. Cold and comforting. It whips and tangles my hair. I feel it well up inside, spilling out around the edges. The lightening dashes around, the thunder's mighty roar. Filling up every empty space, consuming every thought is the space in between. High strung and raw, this is now. Restoration. It's all or nothing, but nothing much at all.. I breathe in. I feel it all. Not a thing slips out, all my doubts fade. No longer can I suppress this. The rumble, the shake, the storm continues to brew. Nothing new here, just this vast openness I call home; my sanctuary, my sanity. I long to stay here, to stay here and dwell. To embrace this grace, this presence. To dance in the beauty. Comes now the awaited, the rain at my feet. Eyes closed. Fully aware. Every breathe better then the next. Acknowledging each cold wet drop on my face. The cleansing, the wash.. Forever omnipotent, forever faithful. Something fierce, grand, ever so profound.. are You, You are. I never want it to stop. I lay down, in my dress on that cold dirt road and sink away into euphoria. Next thing I know I wake up. I just lay there in the dark waiting to return. It's departure is bitter, something ever so sour. I close my eyes in tastes of the last few drops as it briskly blurs away, far away from me, until next time. No sense in fighting, just wait your return. Forever longing your arrival...